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[aidreamofsenpai]

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I missed you! I'm really sorry, but I'll contact you as soon as I can!

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[aidreamofsenpai]

I think Zexion is likely to do enough yelling for both of us, but I'll try to make it clear that I'm unhappy.

[ He runs his hand through the water in front of him a little, watching it move and thinking.]

I'll be sure to say you said so, if Sephiroth bothers me. It's possible he'd just forget about me anyway, but that look in his eyes... I'm not used to being that scared. My world isn't like this at all.

I feel so ill-equipped to deal with so many things here, you know? And maybe I'm being too idealistic. But I don't want to be dragged off for absolutely no reason and have my whole brain screwed out of me, like my friend from home was, until she didn't even resemble herself anymore.

[herplaceinthesun]

That's good. Don't make Zexion make all the frowny faces. Dude, I bet he's super harsh when he's mad, I'd totally hate to be Genesis right now.

[Makes her shudder just thinking about it.]

You should be terrified of him. But if you don't look too interesting, he'll leave ya be. He has a type of person he particularly likes as prey, and you're close but not quite it.

I went to re-ed once. It really, seriously fucks you up. Sephiroth just left it a few days ago, so this might not even completely be him talking at all. Which is actually kind of terrifying. But keep that idealism, you don't want to not have any hope.

The other side of that is ugly.

[aidreamofsenpai]

No, I don't envy Genesis that fallout. As much as I love Zexion, he is... I can imagine him being very formidable.

[ He doesn't even realize what's he's said there. Despite the fact that talking is helping, he is still very upset, and he's not thinking over all his words before they come out. He's just talking, and trying to learn as much as he can, and trying to understand things from all sides. ]

I think I'll have to... take your word on Sephiroth. But I don't intend to do anything to make myself more interesting to him, and if being as close to Genesis as I am isn't enough to do it, I don't think it'd be possible. I really can't imagine having anything someone like him would want or need, and I know from experience that if someone hurts me, there's not much I can do about it. So I don't think I'd make interesting prey.

As for hope, I don't think my heart would allow me to give that up.