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[aidreamofsenpai]

[Any form of IC contact can go here! Text, video, voice, etc.]

I missed you! I'm really sorry, but I'll contact you as soon as I can!

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[aidreamofsenpai]

Hmm, so basically just what I already do hosting, right?

[ Aiichiro smiles softly, rather cheered by Reno's faith in him. ]

I'm glad you think so. I feel really useless sometimes, so if I can... just doing that kind of thing, if I can learn something, it would be better.

[ He chews his lip a little. ]

Do you think... if I offered him things that aren't normally on my "menu", do you think that would be too obvious?

[shinra_dog]

[Reno frowned, a bad feeling in his gut.]

Like what?

[aidreamofsenpai]

[Aiichiro shrugs his shoulders, relaxes a little more into the bed, and is basically oblivious to any concern. ]

I don't know, he did ask about penetrative sex. He really likes playing up how young I look too, and kind of... complete control things? I'm usually pretty in control of my scenes, so it'd be different.

I just thought he might open up even more if he thought he was getting something special.

[shinra_dog]

[Reno shook his head. He didn't have many limits, but that was one of the few.]

Don't do anythin' you ain't comfortable with, Ai. If you really don't want 'im in you, then it ain't worth it -- doesn't matter what he wants or thinks or might give out. Because there's still a chance it won't do shit.

[Besides, it sounded like the guy was kind of a pedo creep to want to enact those kinds of scenes. Unconsciously, the Turk clenched his fists.]

Don't change you for what he might be. Trust me.

[aidreamofsenpai]

[ Aiichiro can't help but deflate at the words. He knows Reno means well, and he doesn't really disagree with him, but... it's not what he wanted to hear. ]

I just want so terribly to be... useful. Have you ever felt like that?

[ Somehow, he doubts it. After all, Reno - for all that he's not like Genesis or Sephiroth - is strong. ]

[shinra_dog]

[For all that Ai doubts it...]

[Reno could sense it, and it was why he decided to tell the truth. He was silent for a moment, staring down at the carpet, before he admitted it.]

Yeah.

[aidreamofsenpai]

Mm. It's not very fun.

[ Aiichiro reaches for the ginger ale, takes a long drink of it, and then an equally long breath, in and out. ]

But I should get back to work. I can't lie here and worry about it all day, even though you're being so kind to me.

whoops, missed this one

[shinra_dog]

[No, it wasn't fun at all. It was partly why Reno became a Turk -- so he'd have the power that he hadn't had before. It meant everything to him.]

[He hesitated, then pet Ai's hair gently.]

Do what you wanna do. But lemme know if I can help.

Don't push yerself too hard, okay?