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[aidreamofsenpai]

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I missed you! I'm really sorry, but I'll contact you as soon as I can!

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[cutelilshit]

But... how do I do that?

[ He leans in to Aiichiro's hold more. ]

Figure it out, I mean. Back home, I could've told anyone who and what was most important to me without even thinking about it for two seconds. Especially that first month or so back.

But so many things changed... I can't pretend they didn't. And now it's like... how can I go back to that old feeling and say it's still real?

[ He looks up into Ai's face then. ]

You figured it out right after you got back, didn't you? What did you do, Ai-chan?

[aidreamofsenpai]

I didn't think. That's what I did.

[ Aiichiro laughs a little sheepishly, and gives his friend a little squeeze. He wishes he had all the answers, that like the fairy that he roleplay sometimes, he could wave his wand and fix everything. But he doesn't, and he can't. All he knows is what worked for himself, really. ]

I was really upset when I came back. A lot of bad things had happened here, and... remembering them all at once, after not knowing at all at home, it was really scary. To realize what I'd become here, everything I'd done and had done to me, it really hurt.

[ He bites his lip for a second. ]

But I didn't think about what I wanted. When I was upset like that, I just went where my feet took me, and it was to Genesis's door. If I'd been thinking about it more, I'd probably have come to you or one of the guys from home, or to Rin-senpai and Haru, but... I didn't think. I just felt, and moved.

I think that if you did that, you'd wind up by Rei's side, wouldn't you?